MEME: Test Drive

[girlalmighty]

The 15th of every month from here on out will bring about our Test Drive meme.

Tag into this post with characters you're thinking of apping to the game (please include the name of their canon somewhere in or on the comment or on their profile page). It can be just a tag, a brief EP, whatever you want. You can be new to the game, or simply want to test out a fresh pup. Tag each other with these characters or those already in game, and have fun.

Comments

[wishesandsmoke]

It doesn't. But it's more I was dead. I'm not now. It's a pretty big distinction.

[perpetuated]

Yes, a pretty big distinction. The more important distinction being what you are if you aren't dead. I don't mean to be aweless, but to my knowledge, it's one thing that's usually permanent.

[wishesandsmoke]

"Usually" being the operative word. I don't know what I am either, other than older than I was supposed to get to be.

And sorry.

[perpetuated]

Eden ...

Why are you apologizing?

[ an uncomfortable laugh shakes the words. ]

[wishesandsmoke]

[ With a rueful smile.]

I would think if anyone knows how much I have to apologize for, it would be you.

For lying and keeping so much from you. For not being fast enough to kill him. For not trying to do so sooner. For... well, lots of things. There's a whole long list, but I won't bore you with the rest.

[perpetuated]

Regardless of what everyone seems to think, Eden, my life has always been in my own hands. It's just that I realized a little too late a terrible thing: that means that I have no one to blame but myself. For everything.

[ his expression shifts to tentatively wistful ]

And you never bore me.

[wishesandsmoke]

Well. That's good to know.

I had reasons, you know. I wasn't trying to hurt you.

[perpetuated]

Believe me, I know. Well, at any rate I have some perspective.

And besides, of the two of us, I've proven infinitely more malicious. How could I find fault when you're right in front of me?

[wishesandsmoke]

I'd say very easily, but I prefer it if you don't.

I have trouble imagining you being deliberately cruel, though. I guess neither of us have the whole story.

[perpetuated]

Well. I've been busy.


Do you want to fix that?

[wishesandsmoke]

I'd like that. Very much.