afeastofthirst: (my feet up in the sky)
Shion ([personal profile] afeastofthirst) wrote in [community profile] cityarcade2025-06-04 12:49 pm

MEME: Anonymous Confessions

MEME MEME MEME MEME.
Tag your characters in. Other characters can respond to them with confessions and messages made anonymously, ranging from the silly to the solemn. They don't even need to be relevant to the original poster, if you wanna complicate things a step further. (Who among us hasn't had a stranger tell us way too much?) OP and others can then take a crack at guessing who's confessing to what.

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nextchance: (pic#11555842)

[personal profile] nextchance 2025-06-09 11:11 pm (UTC)(link)
All right, well, I can only comment on the things I know, which are these:

If things we'd done, or seen, or been through, meant we couldn't love, we'd both be screwed, and even I'm not cynical enough to believe that. I know what I feel. I think you do, too. I also think... if I'm already worried about not being peaceful enough, maybe we'll balance each other out?

I'm still trying to figure out how to be more than just a weapon. It's all I was raised to be. I can't speak for you, but... If you need me to, and if you'll let me, maybe we can figure it out together.

The last thing you should be worried about is hurting me in your sleep. I'm a soldier, Cassian. I can take care of myself. I'm worried about what it might do to you if something like that happened. But instead I'll just ask again what you'd do if it was the other way around.

You aren't going to put too much pressure on me. What I told you back on Yavin is still true. I'm not a cause and I'm not absolution. But there's nothing you could do or say that would scare me off. I know it's not... the same, that you're not him, but I made that decision a long time ago.
fulcrum3: (Scarif . elevator)

[personal profile] fulcrum3 2025-06-10 12:02 am (UTC)(link)
My life was a process of falling further down into the dark away from my humanity. Then we recognized our humanity in each other and took our hands and you let me step up beside you. I think together is exactly how we'll balance and figure it out.

If it were the other way around, I'd still want to sleep by your side, knowing I could stop any blows and not caring if I missed a few. It would be worth it.

There was a moment at Scarif when I looked at you and didn't see a general or a myth but a human I wished I could know. I'm so glad I get to now.

Whether it was "him" or "me", I'm so grateful we're navigating it together and that you're taking this next chance.
nextchance: (pic#11555812)

[personal profile] nextchance 2025-06-10 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
I hope so. —I can't believe you've got me hoping for anything again.

See? That's exactly what I mean. Everything you just said to me, I would also say to you. No question, no hesitation. It would be worth it.

I think... more than anything, that's still what I want. For you to know me. For me to get to know you again, beyond the ways I already feel like I do.

I know I keep saying it. But I'm really glad you're here.
fulcrum3: (yavin . sticking around .s)

[personal profile] fulcrum3 2025-06-10 02:11 am (UTC)(link)
It all goes both ways.

I've never felt lucky before. I do now.
nextchance: (pic#11555801)

[personal profile] nextchance 2025-06-10 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
I felt lucky the first time. Now I feel more like... there's no way I could be this lucky. But I'm trying not to just sit around waiting for the other shoe to drop.
fulcrum3: (massif . k2 . miss you and hit me .s)

[personal profile] fulcrum3 2025-06-10 03:05 am (UTC)(link)
Well, you never know — Kay could arrive.
nextchance: (pic#11555779)

[personal profile] nextchance 2025-06-10 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
What do you think he'd have to say about all this?
fulcrum3: (scarif . think anyone's listening .s)

[personal profile] fulcrum3 2025-06-10 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
Oh skies…

If he could ever finish rattling off the infinitely long number of the odds against this place…

He'd insist I continue my relationship with you as being unprecedently good for my health. And recommend ways for me not to mess it up.
nextchance: (129)

[personal profile] nextchance 2025-06-10 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Good for your health? I'm surprised, but I'll take it.
fulcrum3: (candid . jyn . sleep)

[personal profile] fulcrum3 2025-06-10 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
Why surprised?

I know we shared dark things, but the happiness and calm are strong too.

And the company through the dark.
nextchance: (pic#11555812)

[personal profile] nextchance 2025-06-10 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
You also followed me on what amounted to a suicide mission. Which involved probably three or four different things that would've killed you if the others hadn't. Not sure that would count as good for anyone's health.
fulcrum3: (candid . I have one .s)

[personal profile] fulcrum3 2025-06-10 04:05 am (UTC)(link)
Fair point. He’d need some time to get used to the new situation.
nextchance: (pic#11555814)

[personal profile] nextchance 2025-06-10 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
I can't believe I'm wondering about getting approval from a droid.

Please know if he ever winds up here, I will deny that.
fulcrum3: (cadera . (defiant))

[personal profile] fulcrum3 2025-06-10 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
My lips are sealed.

…What a notion. This place gives that nothing else in my life did… That death actually isn't the end.