farfromthesea: (A good man.)
farfromthesea ([personal profile] farfromthesea) wrote in [community profile] cityarcade 2019-07-07 03:07 am (UTC)

I would have preferred it if your plan or whatever strange designs of fate lead us around, I would have liked it better if I could have lived. But if it kept you alive, kept all the remaining family I had alive, I'd do it again without question.

I hope you find happiness out there. Maybe there's no such thing as being both, but there's definitely places we don't have to be either thing.

I don't even know if I can tell you why I'm as fucked up as I am, the things I did, and that were done to me, and the reasons it all happened. And I want to make you understand her, and us, and you're the most important person I've met here, and she's the most important person from there, not because of any crown, but because she saved my life as sure as you did. I treat things so seriously because every little thing does feel like it's life or death. Could have been. Might be.

I can't believe you all just-- accept me. Thank you.

I think you're the only person who can know what it was like, and if I believed in anything anymore, I'd thank them that you never went underground with him. You brought me back to life, and I never stopped hoping you were safe and happy. When I knew it might be the end of all of us, all I wanted was to go home, where I might find you. I'll-- I'll try not to act a fool.

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