I don't know... I guess maybe I'm being selfish? We know we really want three kids and we have a son already. Sawyer, he's nearly one. He's amazing. We're gonna get an egg donor and surrogate for another baby but we feel like we can do more. Offer a good home to someone who needs one. I suppose you could accuse me of being impatient and impulsive and overexcited. But it felt right. Sorry.