I couldn't imagine losing you after only five days, so I can't… what you've been through… I never want you to again.
I wish I could help with those fears… I know ultimately I can't… but whatever I can, I'm here.
You have nothing to compete with and nothing to prove, against anyone in my past. I don't wish the past were present. I wish I'd known you all my life.
Yeah… I wish I could eliminate the danger. But I know that the universe is a killer and I can't guarantee forever. I can only repeat to myself and to you that I won't lose you to the fear of losing you. And as far as whatever is in my control, I'm not going the hell anywhere.
…I… appreciate that. I go back and forth on how I rationalize that past self. So it makes sense. But he's present whether we talk about him or not, so I'd rather we talk about him and own him than suppress talking and feel the cold of his ghost.
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Thank you for telling me
I couldn't imagine losing you after only five days, so I can't… what you've been through… I never want you to again.
I wish I could help with those fears… I know ultimately I can't… but whatever I can, I'm here.
You have nothing to compete with and nothing to prove, against anyone in my past. I don't wish the past were present. I wish I'd known you all my life.
Yeah… I wish I could eliminate the danger. But I know that the universe is a killer and I can't guarantee forever. I can only repeat to myself and to you that I won't lose you to the fear of losing you. And as far as whatever is in my control, I'm not going the hell anywhere.
…I… appreciate that. I go back and forth on how I rationalize that past self. So it makes sense. But he's present whether we talk about him or not, so I'd rather we talk about him and own him than suppress talking and feel the cold of his ghost.
I hope any of that makes sense