Yes.

I've been wondering if I...not if I shouldn't be, not exactly, but if I ought to show it less, now that Neil's so...he's been so sad, and he's lost so much, and I wonder if my being happy is unfair somehow. Since we live together, since he has to see it, and know it, and hear about me staying the night at Nick's or going to Charlie's or Sabrina's with everyone for dinner and to watch a movie. I don't want to stop being happy, but I don't want to hurt him, and I can't find a way to make both of those true.

I'm sorry, when you drink this stuff you really do tell all of the truth, don't you? Goodness.